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April 14th, 2008

I’m fighting with myself on whether or not to publish a rather personal rant about myself. This weekend, I sought out someone who had something direct-linked of mine only to find out in turn, it wasn’t their fault and I didn’t see that. It really embarrassed me and I felt horrible about it, but at the same time…after so many things have happened…I don’t really feel bad about my initial reaction, I guess only at who it was aimed at. So, do I write up a rant that explains why I act like this? Would it be pointless in the end? Or am I being a bit melodramatic and should just shrug it off? If it didn’t deal with so many personal issues, I might say “Fuck it” and throw it up anyway.
This site isn’t my blog, but so many people send things in and I contact so many people that I feel it may be a necessity to explain why I’m not like a lot of other webmasters.

Sigh…yet again, at a loss as of what to do…

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  • 1. Tara  |  April 15th, 2008 at 5:08 pm

    Ah, my dear, I’m sorry to hear this.
    If you want to write about it, I think you are free too. And it is your choice to post it or not.
    You could give people the option of reading it, by writing it somewhere else and giving a link? Or Make an expansion to the ‘Site’ section?

  • 2. Rachel  |  April 15th, 2008 at 6:57 pm

    @Tara- It would probably go in either the ‘Site’ or the ‘Rants’ section because it does irk me a bit that some people can’t understand why I come off the way I do sometimes. But then maybe they can’t understand it because they haven’t gone through it themselves and I can hardly get mad at anyone for not having the same experiences as I have, you know? It just bothers me and I’m worried that the article itself would blur the lines between blog and fansite a bit too much…And yet…I feel like visitors have a right to know. I haven’t really wanted to follow anyone else’s rules on what my site should and shouldn’t have, but at the same time, I look at what *I* think is best and I just haven’t decided for the aforementioned reasons. :(

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